What a rollercoaster...
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaah! I will work in the MC next year... I still wake up in the morning, realizing that it is not a dream and starting to plan the next few months until the term starts.
I'm in a hell of a rollercoaster at the moment: One moment I'm sooo happy, the other I'm thoughtful, the other I'm worried, the other I'm angry, then again I'm stressed, then again I'm calm... I'm having exams and there are so many other things happening in my life at the moment, that I don't know where to focus my energy. I'm just doing one thing after the other, slowly getting into a normal rythm again after the elections and the two most difficult exams...
Most of all I'm excited. Excited about that finally I have something in my life that is fixed. Something to look forward to, something that tells me: Sara, next year you will be there and there doing that.
I never realized that I don't like having an open future. I need to know where I'm heading.
And I never realized how important change is to me. I have always changed my environment: I loved changing schools, I loved going abroad on Exchange, I loved doing and Internship in Dublin, I love starting new semester with new courses.
I'm extremely happy I can move to Bern in July and get a new environment. I feel that I need it.
So, my conclusion: I need change and I need a goal! So voilà, I got it last weekend and I'm so grateful being able to work with these 3 amazing people in a team.
Kram kram from my side!
posted by Sara @ 15:51
4 Comments:
here's to making Bärn unsicher nöchscht Johr!!! ;-)
still very happy for you, lots of love and see you soon!
lol seems like we don't just work in the same team, but also write about almost exactly the same stuff on the same day :D:D
rollercoaster.. that is the word for sure
kram kram =)
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